While things are not as great as we would like, (are they ever?!) we have been doing so much better. Jared has been working more and he is still liking working at the call center. I, on the other hand, have been working less, which I will admit (although I feel bad about it) is really nice. I never thought I would get to be a stay at home wife, but here I am. I have done more crafts and baking in the last month than in my entire life. While this is not a bad thing, I do feel like I should be contributing more and sitting around making stuff less. But, for some reason, I still have not been able to get a full time job. I have applied EVERYWHERE, but have not had any luck. I can only think that the Lord is trying to teach me patience and humility, and I feel like it has been working. I do know that He is always looking out for me, because he loves me.
We have also had a great testimony strengthener on the importance of tithing. Whatever money we have made, we have paid tithing on. I know that because of this, we have been blessed. We basically have paid all of our bills with no jobs. Just when we thought we wouldn't have enough money for something, there is a means to pay for it arriving at the last minute. I talked to Lori a couple of weeks ago and she asked me how we were living off such a
minuscule income and I said, "Magic." Although it isn't magic, it is amazing that with all of the people in the world, Heavenly Father still is able to look out for me and know what I need, and as long as I continue to obey all of His commandments, he will continue to do so. I am so grateful for such a loving Heavenly Father and for the blessings that come from paying tithing.
I still am having so much fun being married. I love Jared so much and he is so wonderful! I am so lucky to have him forever! However, I am getting bored being by myself all of the time, which has led me to one of three conclusions:
1. We need a baby
2. We need a dog
3. I need to find more craft projects